Semangat Yang Hilang

There's so many bad things happen in my life this few days. Still no updates pasal my interview. Today, I called 'em because couldn't wait anymore. Mr Shah said "eh HR don't call you yet eh?" And I said "nope, xde pun." Then he said he'll tell the HR to call me. I don't know why he don't want to say it straight away. Maybe he don't want to tell me the berite buruk from his mouth. I also contact Mr Fauzi to ask about my application status. However, he also don't reply me. So sad la. From the situation I know la that I'm not a successful candidate. Felt like crying but hurmmm what for. Just accept it and wait for another opportunity.

Arwah Puteh.

And today, our cat; Puteh died. So sudden. And this made me cry. In the office. I cannot stand it anymore. My heart hurt. Puteh. He's now gone. Even though I'm not the one who kept him but seriously. I feel bad. Sad. And I miss him so much. He's a nice cute cat. Ughhhh even now I felt like want to cry. Again!!! Hope one day, I can keep a cat like him and arwah Tompel once again.

Next thing that make me moody along this week is cannot balik kampung. I'm feeling so lonely. This weekend is Christmas. On Sunday. So, confirm la isnin tu cuti. Ape plan pon tak tau. Maybe staying at home. Or attend Kak Muai's engagement. Staying at her home is the best choice for now. Since I don't have anyone to celebrate Christmas with. Lagipun if I stay with her boleh jimat duit makan. Hahahaha ade niat lain. Celaka! Hurm. Bored la. Haiyo. I want my boyfriend stay close with me. Aku nak dating tiap-tiap malam! Wuaaaaa sedih!

Cuaxxxxx!

Esok result untuk interview aku kat Mission Biotechnologies keluar. Aku sangat berharap ada sesuatu yang positif esok. Tapi kadang-kadang hati aku kate "this is not too positive". Because why. Jawatan yang aku apply nie sangat besar tanggungjawabnye. Process Engineer position bukan calang-calang jawatan. Segala apa yang berlaku dalam sesebuah plant berada dalam jagaan aku. Kalau kilang tu meletop?! Meletop la name aku kat seluruh dunia hingga ke anak cucu cicit aku nanti. Ouh! Below is the pros and contras antara job aku sekarang dan job yang aku apply nie. Fuuuuuuu!

So guys! Which one do you prefer the most? Ouh. Help me Allah.

Pergi Church Katenye

Hai u ols! Tau x hari nie ai pegi gereja yaw! For the 1st time okeyh! Huhu bukan pegi semayang la. Pegi menghadiri jemputan kawan saye si Dewi nie bertunang. Ada makan-makan. First time jugak la ai menjejakkan kaki ke church. Tapi church die bese je. Tak macam church kite tengok kat dalam tb tu. Takde plak patung Jesus tu. Ai tak nampak plak kat gereja hari tu. Maybe kat another room kot. 

Bergambo dengan pokok krismas jep. Weee!

Waktu ai sampai diorang nyanyi-nyanyi, amik gambo dan sebagainye. Ai masuk pon sebab nak amik gambo ngan kawan ai tu je. Huhu then lepak kat dewan makan. Dey ol sediakan makanan halal so tak la cuak sangat nak makan. Huhuhu. Tapi kena la berhati-hati jugak. Tapi ai yakin sebab makanan nie dimasak oleh Kak Seri. Ai selalu beli lunch kat die. Hohoho. Ai doakan moga Dewi dan pasangannye dapat bersame hingga akhir hayat. Dewi sangat cantik u ols. Bese kat tempat keje nampak macam Cinderella jek. Masa bertunang tu  vogue the vass tau. Sies santek sanad! Huhu.